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Below the readings, you find the Oracle Messages and gallery with all the cards.
Left = your energies
Center = the energies attached to you
Right = the overall connection/situation
The Oracle Messages
0 – The Void
When the void finds you today, it comes to tell you that you are on the right path. The void you already feel or occasionally touch upon within yourself, is where you will find your fullness and Source knowing. This journey back to your inner source, the spark of knowing and fullness, that fully opens your heart, demagnetizes the inner matrix mindprograms, gathers the lost soul fragments, and reawakens the peaceful alchemist, is your only mission here. All other soul missions you may have been experiencing, were just a part of a programming locking you into an ID-entity to slow down your process. Once we reach the deep and dark inner soul waters of emptiness, we discover our true essence and source power. The programmed mind is your prison, your detached peaceful state of being opens you up to your feeling of oneness and a constant naturally unfolding source knowing, that creates freedom in every breath you take. You have made the journey, or are on the right path, from mind to heart, from heart to source, from thinking to knowing. Your sense of inner oneness and peace, had only temporarily disappeared behind the many veils of split perceptions formed by our manipulated matrix mind programmings we received at birth, activated through trauma and of course, the collective mindprogramming. When the void finds you today, it means you are on the right path towards freeing yourself and coming home to your observing state within your true organic source consciousness, where you are fully detached from the Matrix. From this detached empty, formless state of being, your new form as a source alchemist can take shape. For form is emptiness and emptiness is form. In our emptiness we find the fullness, infinite inner wisdom and peace we were looking for outside ourselves, for such a long time. Stay on the path you are now walking, and as soon as you feel comfortable in the not-knowing and formlessness, trusting, detached, and loving yourself, your inner source of knowing will find you. From your fullness, trust, self-love, emptiness, and formlessness, you create entirely yourself, a perfect, peaceful reflection in your everyday life within this matrix. That is a promise.
1 – Free Yourself
When this card is brought to your attention today it aims to remind you of the following; “A current underlying feeling of captivity does not have to dominate your life. You can change it at any time, if you decide to take back control of your thoughts.” Consciously get back into the driver’s seat of your own mind, you decide which thought you allow and which thought you reject. Time to consciously control your thoughts from your observing and powerful Source center deep within. Negative thoughts are the bars that trap you in your own mind prison. Observe your thoughts and when a negative thought arises in your mind, say, “NO, leave my now space.” And detach from it. When you experience a positive thought, write it down and feel it completely and repeat the thought before you go to sleep and upon waking. Observe and enjoy the inner transformation that automatically follows and recognize the conditioning mind manipulation programs that still needs your love.
2 – Happy Childhood
Playtime! Sometimes the energies feel so heavy that we seem to forget that the way out of it, is simply allowing ourselves to become playful like a child. Child play makes us light-hearted again. We all have our creative adult moments, but when was the last time you actually played like a child? Just playing, without the energy of “what will someone else think of me”, the need for perfection and end result. Remember, we are never too old for a happy childhood.
3 – Heron Totem
You are moving out of a period of feeling lost and thinking very deeply about all aspects of your life. A time of introspection is now ready to unfold towards movement. A shift from silence to action is upon you and different opportunities starts presenting themselves. From every NOW your future path unfolds. So stay in an observing and detaching state of being, when new movement finds you. Don’t jump immediately, take time to observe and feel into every opportunity. Heron is here to remember you that your inner zero-point is your power of balance, allowing you to observe and perform many tasks at the same time, keeping it all in balance. If one way doesn’t work, then another way will. Don’t be in a hurry, you are timeless and therefore time is not important.
4 – Songbird
The card shows a mermaid receiving a love message of hope and new beginnings through the song of the green parrot. Parrots are considered a symbol of love, playfulnes and good luck. When a green parrot enters your life, it wants to sing this love message to you; “whatever it is, whatever makes your heart sing, do it! And don’t hold back, even if it seems crazy or impossible”.
5 – Symphony
Within our bodyinstrument we have an symphony of 144 frequency sounds, some of them or vibrating, others don’t because a matrix shadow program is repressing the vibration/frequency sound. Today, a frequency sound that was hidden, is ready to re-connect with you. It’s already singing and dancing in your heart, ready to fully vibrate open the shadowlayer/emotion above it, that needs your alchemizing love and light in this now moment. Let a inner Source sound come through your heartspace and sing it, trust that whatever sound comes through is always the right one. The vibration behind the sound you are singing or speaking, is the vibration frequency needed to open up the shadow, illuminate and demagnetize it in your alchemizing source and bring home your soul piece/aspect. You are the magician, you have been waiting for. It has always been you!
6 – Shoot the Arrow
You’ve been playing with a new idea for some time now. Is it doubt what keeps it fading into the background? You have recently viewed the outcome of your idea from every perspective, and every time your heart starts to sing even louder. Today, this fairy shoots an arrow of trust into your heart, because now is the perfect time to make your first step towards your idea. The wisdom of white owl accompanies you in your flight towards the new. Fly beautiful, fly!
7 – Abundance
Abundance is always here, all you have to do is trust and believe! So when this card finds you today, it wants to let you know that NOW is a perfect time to change your perception and find the abundance that is already in front of you. Abundance comes in many forms, open your eyes and see!
8 – Body Devotion
If this card finds you today, it wants to let you know that your body needs your devotion and clear boundaries. Where do you feel discomfort in your body? As a nurturing Mother, engage with the awareness of your body’s pain and let the wisdom of your deepest source, your love and body, guide you to the core of the pain, which is always hidden in a traumatic emotion. Bring your love there, forgive yourself and the other who was part of this experience, and let go. Through your intention, bring the soul piece home and release the other’s soul piece. When your body experiences you as its beloved, all the bars separating you from your body consciousness disappear. Body devotion allows you to dance with all that you are. A body at home in devotion responds to the scent of flowers, the song of birds, and the healing frequencies in the silence. Devotion is loving yourself with every breath, falling in love with all that you are, and taking responsibility for this by protecting it with clear boundaries. These boundaries begin in your physical kingdom, for example, by placing a fence around your garden. Say no, when you feel someone or something isn’t nourishing for you, your children, or your animals. Because they, too, are part of your kingdom. When you allow yourself to live in this state of being, you live in a constant, protective source bubble of peace. The boundaries you set in the physical naturally carry over into the astral realm. Healthy living starts with saying no, so befriend the word NO!
9 – False Light
When this card is brought to your attention today, it wants you to become aware of a false frequency of light. False light can only enter your field if you invite it in, so do not pray or invoke angels and gods outside yourself. This matrix is full of false gods and angels. Observe and don’t engage or indentify. Detach and only align to your own inner source knowing, frequency symphony and geometry. Everything is already in you! Focus on being in your zero point in every NOW moment. You are the timeless multidimensional Alien, Magician, Alchemist, god and angel you have been waiting for. It’s all within you!
10 – Love Both Sides
Don’t be so hard on yourself. Nobody is perfect! This blocks the growth of your consciousness. Your consciousness can only grow when you love and accept all that you are. The perfect and imperfect you. This way you bring light to every shadow. Time to let go of the hardness and embrace yourself in love.
11 – Strength
Bird dragon’s strength and higher view, is sent up from the core of your source to assist you. Align to your inner consciousness of Bird dragon, and you will have access to the strength and higher view you need, to overcome a present challenge. Bird dragon rare appearance is said to be an omen, foretelling constant harmony when you re-enter the throne of your source essence. Which means that with every breath you take, you are being your true self and protecting your throne by honoring your set boundaries, no matter what.
12 – Energy Focus
If this arrow of consciousness is aimed at you today, it wants to sharpen your focus by making you aware of the following; why has your ego manipulator been tempted? And what does it want to hijack in yourself? Where is there still an inner door open? Come back into your trust, knowing that everything is always in your own Source, right here and right now. And close the door to the ego program that is always lurking to manipulate you in order to open an inner door, which makes you vulnerable to negative personal and collective mind manipulation.
Where do you let yourself be misled and pulled out of balance? Why are you unable to trust yourself 100%? Are you perhaps still in a state of consensus and/or wanting to prove yourself due to the pressure of a group? Thinking of for example; families, cultures, communities, religions, ideologies and political parties, where much of the ego desire of the other is also spiritually/culturally/socially conditioned and does not flow through from self-love/trust born from the wholeness of their ‘own Source knowing’.
Close your eyes for a moment, breathe deeply into your lower belly until the current thinking no longer dominates you. Then visualize an arrow that wants to hit you, and observe where it wants to enter your body. Link this place/organ to the corresponding color/emotions and element. Here you will find your open door and active shadow programming. Time to focus and close it! If necessary for you, you can use the 2 guided element journeys here on the website.
13 – Zero Point
Let trust guide you as you bridge out of your current shadow. Let the wind carry you to your true inner sourceland. And let your inner waters purify you, as your river of light carries you to the deepest core of stillness within your Source. Know that your inner nurturing Mother energies offer you compassion, forgiveness, clemency, and a new level of unified source light, extinguishing the shadow energy of your current situation, allowing you to move clearly through your inner portal and reconnect with your true source of sparkling consciousness and knowing. Consciously connect daily with your zero point, the deepest essence of your own magical source of Nothingness. From this detached state of being, see yourself moving through your unified landscape of peace, love, truth, and freedom. See it, paint it, sing it, write it down, and then detach yourself from any outcome. For know that everything is already present in your Source, but it can only unfold from a detached state in every now. Clinging to the future and the past are the obstacles in the river that disrupt the flow of trust. Trust in every moment is the magic key you need right now.
14 – Unconditional
If the card of unconditional is brought to your attention today, you are about to experience an opportunity to perceive a reflection of programmed conditioning. Where are you? Are you being triggered, or are you staying peaceful and just perceiving from your transformative source of unconditional love for self? If you remain peaceful, the situation will transform to peace. So when conditioned words reach you, be and stay in your source of unconditional love for yourself. See it as a little test, whether you are already able to transform and overwrite the matrix shadow frequency to your original peaceful source frequency. Listen to the silence behind the other person’s conditioned words, and observe his or her body language. What is actually being said? Remember that attacks are never personal in this matrix holographic dream game, the other person is speaking/moving from his or her active shadow program in that moment, a trigger is mirroring you where you still have attachments due to lack of self-love. The matrix can only see, reach and activate you, if you are still reacting from lack of self-love and attachment.
15 – Earth Mother
Whether your mother is still alive or not, today this card wants to let you know that your first root, which you may or may not have been able to anchor during your birth, now needs your full love and attention through the sensing and visualization exercise below.
Why is this exercise necessary for everyone?
Everyone enters through the alchemizing divine Source Water of our mother. If our mother is deeply rooted in her own Source Center, feeling safe and loved at the moment we are born from the womb through the Source Water channel, only then can we, as babies, deeply anchor our own first root into our own Source, creating a powerful field of emotional balance, purity, and safety as we grow up.
Unfortunately, within this copy Earth matrix, where trauma is created to permanently drain energy, the above situation is almost impossible. Mothers don’t give birth in warm nurturing water, but on a bed at home or in the hospital. The healing power and connection of the umbilical cord are immediately destroyed by cutting it, sickmaking injections are given, and often the child receives little or no breast milk.
This destruction of the first source root anchoring and connection between mother and child makes sense if you understand the experiment we live in. The electromagnetic Source Water is under attack. Why? Because this is where our alchemical source powers reside, as well as our emotional balance and security. If they want to drain energy, activate trauma and program us, this can only happen when emotions are imbalanced, fears dominate due to insecurity, leaving the Source Field and its inner waters completely open to external frequency manipulation.
The exercise:
Soak your feet in a small tub or sit or lie in a warm bath. Breathe deeply in and out with your eyes closed. Continue until you manage to feel and/or see yourself as a newborn baby lying on your mother’s belly, heart, and breasts. Your mother holds you securely, standing in the middle of a dark pool of still water. Your first anchoring root is born and touches the first layer in the water. The water begins to move and spirals slowly counterclockwise. Your root gradually reaches deeper, searching for the deepest center of your own Source, where it can anchor itself in the safety of your own mother energy. The layers you pass through can make trauma and pain tangible and/or visible, yours and/or your mother’s. With your awareness, find the dark spots on your golden root, give it your love, observe what becomes visible or tangible, and transform it back into gold.
16 – Earth Father
Your inner Earth Element, the Yang Father energy that lives in your stomach organ, needs your loving attention today. He is your embodiment of clear thinking and balanced action. When you feel your mind is working overtime and creating a loop of thinking, Stomach needs you. Sit down with your body and talk to your stomach as a loving father does. Put your active right hand on your stomach and address it lovingly with the following words; “you are clear in your thinking and balanced in your actions, I love you and I thank you”.
17 – Natural Polarity
The reunion of your mother feminine and father masculine energies, working together as one consciousness, is necessary if you want to move harmoniously within (love) relationships with each other from the natural zero-point polarity. Inner polarity and balance begins when you decide to become your own loving mother and father. We all need to grow up and become responsible for all of our mind-matrix trauma programming. We ourselves magnetize repetition and drama in our lives, through the shadows within ourselves that we do not yet love. When we are triggered by the other in a (love) relationship, it highlights a shadow in us that wants to be seen, so that we can take care of it, love it and demagnetize it in your Source with the energy of parental love. And always, keep a close eye on your own boundaries, because violence and mental belittling through manipulation is of course a situation that we have to say goodbye to.
18 – Hand of Love
Beautiful inner child, trust that your own parental hand of love is carrying you through the challenges you’re facing right now. This card is asking of you to stay in your trust, for your inner child energy is in a deep transformation. A new playful perception, that will lighten up your heart and overall life, is about to be born. Embrace your child in trust, be with every feeling that wants to surface, dark and light. This way the new perception can be born from your source of trust and peace. Work through this present challenge with the energy of child play. This will help you release your child’s energy from this current feeling that can feel oppressive and suffocating at times. Ask your inner child what in needs right now, and move with it. Dance, paint, make music, sing, watch children movies etc. For calm and uplifting support, listen to the healing, playful liberating sounds and energy waves of the dolphins. Be like the water, flow in trust.
19 – Celebration
Source family comes dancing into your life. This will be the beginning of many source frequency based mirror moments. A feast of recognition and a new peaceful community way of living presents itself.
20 – Golden Cat
If the Golden Cat appears in your cards today, she wants to let you know that you can turn your current issue into a challenge you can overcome. A challenge that you gracefully overcome by moving like the Golden Cat. If you observe and approach the issue with affection and playfulness, the energy of your inner lioness power will transform the challenge into a positive mirror that will enrich your path.
21 – Bird Vision
Bird creatures are excellent seers. Before you decide to make a life-changing decision, the bird energy invites you to take a vision journey to gain clarity. Follow this given path; breathe into your heart space and visualize a bridge. Use all your imagination to find yourself here. When you go over the bridge, you will see a golden mountain appear. If you tune into the mountain, you see a cave entrance. Walk towards the entrance and enter your golden source mountain. Inside, you will find an elevator in the center, that will take you to the top of your mountain. Once at the top, a bird’s nest awaits you. Take a seat in this safe nest and look in all directions. What do you see? Take the time to observe all directions. After a while, a bird comes flying towards you. It lands on the edge of your nest and looks you deep in the eyes as it sends you a message. Give thanks to the bird as it flies away and return to the elevator. Descend the mountain, go back over your bridge, to your normal waking state. Take your journal and write down everything that came through. What kind of bird was it? In what direction a vision of clarity came through? Etc. Repeat this path if necessary.
22 – Royalty
The royal color wizard in the card wants to remind you of your abundantly inner spectrum of magical colors. You can use your color palette as a source of power for healing and transformation. Because you too are a color wizard. You are encouraged to acknowledge and embrace your inner colors of truth and brilliance. Time to put on your crown and walk your source path of truth, with a royal attitude. You don’t need the approval of others, to speak your truth and live as the source royalty you are! We, the source connected beings, are the true Kings and Queens! So from this moment forth, keep your head up high, shoulders straight and be proud of who you are, you got this!
23 – Purification
In the middle of an energetic Arena, we see a tower with many layers. Where a woman, searching for the naked truth in this dark layered tower of illusions, seems to be stuck in a looping motion. She is surrounded by the focused and clear vision of three white horses. Reflecting her, her inner power. The white horses and layered tower of illusions show themselves today to reflect you, your way out of the loop, your inner power of purifying trust. Come home to trust and overcome a doubt or fear you may feel, that is holding you back from moving forward. Remind yourself of the inner alchemizing power of trust, because despite your current trials and setbacks, only trusting yourself can help you move forward. Like the beautiful white horses, jump over your illusionary shadow obstacles, purify yourself in your source center of trust and see beyond the illusion of doubt and fear. You got this!
24 – Dance of Love
When this card finds you today, a source dance of love is circling around in your energy. Once we fall in love with every part of ourselves again, we return to our natural state of detachment. Through which we experience the fulfillment of love and peace within ourselves again. Once we master this state of detachment and fulfillment, we attract love relationships that move like an ever-changing dance of love, spiraling together beyond the illusion of time and space.
25 – Love Frequency
Yes, you are an alien, but you are now here in the physical matrix game. So be here, NOW. Be in your body! Everything is in you, so love you! Do you want positive change? Be your own positive coach. Start each day with the following. Activate your love frequency at the start of each new day so that the connection between your physical self and your inner source remains open and active throughout the day. You can do this by talking lovingly and forcefully to yourself in the mirror. Look at yourself and say: Everything I need is here, NOW. I see my beauty, am my own greatest love. I see me and I am enough. From my harmonic center of inner peace I attract love frequencies that enrich and purify my source, mind and body.
26 – Message to self
This card wants you to know that it is time to renew your energetic field of sacred boundaries. Allow yourself a period of time to just be. Be the example and the listener. Set new boundaries and share your source wisdom, creativity and self-healing tools only with yourself for a while. Make your life simpler and smaller, and focus more on self-love. Sharing too much can create an inner imbalance if you don’t take care of yourself. If we are born into this realm as a naturally empathetic giver, we need to be extra aware of setting our boundaries. They need renewal from time to time, now is the time. Remember that unconditional sharing can only exist when you give from a balanced heart, filled with the energies of self-love. And protected by an energetic field of healthy boundaries anchored in your Source.
27 – Golden Dragon
When Golden Dragon is brought to your attention today, it wants to remind you that once upon a time you lived as a source dragon. You do not have to become “enlightened”, for using the golden light and power of the source dragon. Your golden inner source has been overshadowed by the many manipulation mind programmings in this Earth Matrix realm. That’s all. Look at your shadows, go deeper within (not higher), and illuminate the shadows that show up with your golden dragon breath.
28 – Inner Crystal
In the inner Landscape of Metal, we find the crystals, stones, metals and minerals that together ensure that our inner river of life sparkles in purity and can flow within safe banks towards our deepest Source center. The woman in the card appears to be standing strong, with her crystal staff, in a landscape of water. But if we look with clear eyes, we see that the waters outside of her are everywhere, which tells us that there is no clear direction in her inner flow. In order not to drown in the many emotions, she holds on tightly to her crystal staff. The metal element landscape in us moves through our lungs (sadness) and large intestine (letting go). The inner banks of this woman are broken, therefore her inner shores are gone, causing her grief to move into all directions. She no longer knows which grief is hers or of another. Her anchor can no longer find her source center, because the Earth starts to feel like quicksand. To anchor herself again, she will have to build new banks from her own inner elements Metal landscape. We can build inner banks by setting boundaries so that it is clear to everyone outside of you, where your bank boundary begins and ends. That way, we can feel the grief that belongs to another come in when it hits our shores and leave it with the other. You don’t have to transform the grief of another. They need their grief for their own transformation process. Be an observing presence in your own anchored love behind the shores of your clear set boundaries, that’s enough!
29 – Metamorphosis
As you move deeper and deeper through your inner shadow landscape of the matrix’s trauma-based mind manipulation programs, you will experience moments where you think “I’ve had it, please come and get me”. Do not resist the feeling of this thought, embrace and surrender to it. Knowing that we all encounter those feelings when we are in the middle of a metamorphosis. You are moving closer to your source core where your immortal golden source force circulates, patiently waiting for you to fully acknowledge and re-embody your Power. You too, have your own immortal source power! Let this knowing ease your body and mind so that you can easily flow through this moment of discomfort.
30 – Light Saber
If the Lightsaber card is brought to your attention today, it’s time to take a closer look at a feeling of discomfort in your Earthly body. Be the warrior you are and travel to the current feeling in your body that keeps teasing you. Where exactly in your body do you feel the discomfort? When you feel where it is, you step out of your physical body with your awareness. See yourself as a powerful warrior with a golden lightsaber in your hand. And observe where the black colored energetic cord of the discomfort enters your body. Do you see it? Now cut the cord with your lightsaber. And make sure you remove any parts left in your body. When you are ready, get back into your Earthly vessel. How does your body feel now? Better? Remember, you can do this in every moment, just believe!
31 – Between Spaces
During shadow work, we experience periods where it feels like you can’t put one foot in front of the other, experiencing fatigue. This means your physical body needs some time to realign the layers you just worked through and alchemize them in your Source zero-point, where the shadow looses its magnetizing power. You are in an in-between space, moving from one level of consciousness to another. Our physical body always lags behind our Source consciousness shifts. Surrender to the process and take care of yourself. Know that this feeling is temporary. Once everything is realigned and anchored in your source, you continue your path from a new Source awareness, truth and perspective, enjoying all the source wisdom that comes with it. For now, have some patience with yourself and trust the process that is happening right now.
32 – The Earth Drum
When the Earth Drum appears in your cards today, it is letting you know that beating the drum is a perfect way to bring your Earth element back into balance. According to this card, what does your inner Earth element need in this moment? The card shows us water is needed. When our heart, our inner fire element gets hurt, it can become a destructing fire and dry out our earth and therefore our roots. Roots get lose, for the earth is too dry. We need to go deep and bring up our source waters to calm down the fire and bring earth back into balance. Drumming helps us to anchor ourselves deep into our deepest source center. Which is made of water, and within our deepest water we find our original source earth frequency. Our alchemizing healing power. Your harmonic zero point within. Where we leave our scattered mind and come home to the clarity and knowing. If you already have a drum, now is the perfect time to drum yourself back to source zero-point and bring up your waters, calm your fire, refresh your earth and roots. And if not, this card is telling you that it’s time to get a drum and start using it to create more anchored peace and tranquility in your life! And be as one with the spirit of the horse, dragonfly and dolphin, they love to assist you!
33 – Empty Mirror
When the empty mirror finds you today, it wants to reflect the power of nothingness. When others appear on your path moving from an attacking frequency such as frustration and anger, it is important not to identify with them. Breathe yourself towards your zero point and detach yourself from the situation. It’s nothing personal, it’s just a programmed frequency that seeks grounding to become stronger. In our peaceful zero point we become nothing and reflect nothing back. An attack frequency cannot find grounding through an empty mirror, causing the frequency to lose its power.
34 – Calming Waters
In the card, we see a powerful water creature that cannot get out of the water. It’s feeling stuck. Despite being encouraged by the hummingbird, the owl, the dolphins and a fire fairy, it’s locked into a fear that has to do with its current responsibilities. Purifying the Earth water is its responsibility, what’s yours at this moment, dear reader? Entering the Earth’s shores, in order to rest, is experienced as an impossible task for the creature. It doesn’t dare to take a break. Its fear of giving in to the tiredness, reinforces the blockage in willpower, the weakness in its legs, and the heavy-clouded feeling in its head. To overcome its unfounded fear, this creature will have to face its fear and allow the feeling of fatigue. It is allowed to be afraid and tired when the water-purifying work becomes too much. It seems to have forgotten that all other creatures surrounding him, would love to assist, so the creature can take a well-deserved rest break to regain its energy. But what is keeping the creature from asking for help? What illusion of fear lies beneath? When the help question can arise from its shadows and find its way towards friends, family or its community, only then, the water organs, the kidney (fear versus trust) and bladder (fatigue versus willpower) can recharge and come back into balance, and the illusion of this temporarily fear can dissolve naturally into nothing in its inner and outer purifying Source waters.
35 –Lost Boundary
Hummingbird is here to mirror you a way to bring lightness and balance back into your emotional life. By examen your set Source Boundaries. Once we have exposed and alchemized matrix programming/shadows with our love, we set a clear source boundary for ourselves, keeping the programming demagnetized in our zero-point, as it were. But as soon as we fail to honor our the boundary we have set for ourselves, because a desire related to that program comes to the surface, we pull ourselves out of our NOW from which everything naturally unfolds and place ourselves in the illusion of the past or future. Your former shadow program that was chilling, fully demagnetized in your harmonizing zero point, starts to magnetize itself again. Causing your boundary pillar to fall over and negative thoughts from that old shadow program can enter your field again. Which creates a mirror projection in your outside world. The outside world is our mirror in this Matrix game. What does your outside mirror projects back to you in this moment? What boundary you haven’t been honoring in yourself? Everything is already here in this Now moment. Future and past desires, identifying ourselves to characters and stories, are very powerful illusion matrix traps to re-open old shadow programs, so negative thoughts and disbalance re-enters your life.
36 – Chakra Illusion
If this card is brought to your attention today, it wants to mirror the following. The chakras wheels and also the merkaba we know, are part of this inverted matrix’s lock-in system. Chakra’s inverted are the wheels that are used to direct the outside manipulation frequencies that can activate a shadow program linked to a trauma-emotion. The merkaba is believed to be outside ourselves, and we need it for traveling. Once you’re home in your original source again, you swirl in your natural yin counter clockwise movement. Fully detached realizing that, you’re all, you’re nothing, you’re everywhere and you’re nowhere. No merkaba is needed and the chakra system seen from your original source, is the opposite of what we know, at least that is what my own journey back home, has taught me. The crown you need to get to is the root. We need to go deeper and become one with our own deepest first original alchemizing source cell and frequency. But of course when we start the inner matrix mind deprogramming journey we all go first in the direction of the inverted matrix reality we know, for we are not home in source knowing, trust and self-love jet, so we follow the inverted misleading New Age teachings. We think we only need to go higher and still look for answers and tools outside ourselves. Once we know through our own experience, that all is inverted and nothing is outside ourselves, we step from selflove, into trust, detach and free ourselves from the matrix timelock, mindprison, ID-entites and stories, where we give the wisdom of our root source the crown again and chakra’s become part again of the oneness that we are. In oneness, we fall through our own nothingness into the fullness of our powerful original alchemizing source, swirling once again in our natural counter clockwise yin movement, here we realize that nothing is everything and thinking is no longer needed, for knowing is unfolding in every breath. So don’t get fixated on chakra’s or the merkaba, see it for what it is. In this inverted matrix it’s all separate, once you are home again in the swirling waters of your source knowing, you realize separation is an illusion. All and nothing, is swirling in your own original source movement in a state of oneness. Be here right now, and know there is only one teacher and student you need to listen to, that’s you. All others, including me, are merely a mirror moment on your way home. Home you find once all your emotions and traumas are in balance, from there you detach and start living outside the matrix illusion of time, past and future. The place of infinite magic, trust and peace. Once you’re there, your outer screen becomes a constant reflection of peace. Because you know.
37 – Source Seed
As you know, our outer garden, reflects our inner garden and visa-versa. This card is here to let you know it is time to work as one with the power of nature, now is the perfect time to physically plant a seed in the soil of your outer garden, that matches your intention in the now. Because it seems that the inner seed of a new you is ready to sprout into the outer world. Nurture your seed with your intention and love, so the “new you” seed can anchor deep, grow balanced and blossom in the perfect now moment. Make sure the seed you plant, reflects the story of your inner intention. Which flower, fruit, herb, tree or vegetable reflects your intention in the now?
38 – Dive Deep
When “Dive Deep” appears in your cards today, there’s an energy circling back that can be described as an abrupt farewell. You’re being asked to take another deep, cleansing dive into this old or recent, circling farewell energy. When people are abruptly removed from your life, be aware that at that moment, space is created for a new opportunity or person that connects with your renewed awareness in the present moment. An inner portal opens when we consciously say goodbye to a living, toxic person/situation, but also when we say goodbye to a loved one who has physically left this Earth matrix, toxic or not,human or animal. Apparently, the emotions of this person/animal or traumatic situation are still moving through your field. Often, programmed and fragmented soul parts/codings from the other and/or the shared situation, acquired during shared traumatic lives/experiences, are still present in your field. Because they are spread through the many inner layers/dimensions, the universe within you. This keeps you connected, until everything has been seen. Return the soul parts/codings that are still present in your field and release them permanently. Simultaneously, retrieve your soul parts/codings from their field or the situation/dimension. Bring them home to your Source. The source anchoring journey can help you with this. You do the work yourself, of course, because you are your own unique source of power. It’s a wonderful way to purify yourself, root deeply in your source, and clearly see/feel what needs to come home and what you need to let go of. A guided journey that you can always take, for instance in moments when you feel unrooted, lost in emotions and confused.
39 – Emotion Mirror
If someone holds up a mirror to you, causing you to feel a strong emotional reaction. Breathe, observe the emerging emotion and see yourself as you are, in your shadow and in your light. Your emotional response is a valuable sign of where to turn your attention now for growth in consciousness.
40 – Follow the Flow
When you feel your natural flow of life is stagnated, challenge yourself to an intuitive journey. A day or maybe longer go on an intuitive journey, without a map, without your telephone and with no final destination. As you drive or walk intuitively, follow the direction of your source and pay attention to the signs that unfold. A powerful place or encounter will find you and enchant your heart. Once you fully trust your own intuition again and start living your life from the NOW moment, you automatically re-align yourself to the natural flow of life.
41 – Storm of Change
Celestial storms are pushing you forward toward great change. Connect with the nature kingdoms and elements. Be like the tree, anchor your roots deep in the earth. Be like the wind, enjoy all the directions needed to manifest your transformation of change. Be like the water, let yourself be carried away by the natural flow of life. Be like the fire, shine your powerful light, knowing that at the end of the storm a new you is born.
42 – Perception
As this card enters your consciousness today, it is here to remind you that perception is constantly changing, and therefore so is your truth and the truth of another. As you already know, or perhaps are hearing for the first time now, when we heal and transform a shadow layer of pain or conditioning, you activate a lost piece of Source wisdom, so to speak. Which makes your heart grow in love and changes your consciousness and perception of truth. Your source wisdom will reach you in a way that you can understand in that moment. A period of integration follows, which means a period of self-care, rest and being in nature a lot. Your inner and outer perception automatically changes with you. What was a truth to you yesterday, you may experience as a lie the next day. Embrace this constant change of perception, don’t try to understand it, just let go of your old beliefs. What you perceive is true, but what the other perceives is also true. That is their perception. So can we judge someone else for thinking differently from us? No, because truth is nothing more than a temporary perception experienced from the consciousness the person embodies at that moment. Truth is perception.
43 – Soul Source
Our inner soul source reflection field, vibrating outwardly moving from unconditional love and our electromagnetic golden Source pulsation, brings outside worlds to life and pulsating inwardly from a state of detachment, making worlds disappear. You are the one who creates and projects the beauty on your outside screen. For me, this became a proven truth after I left the Belgian Ardennes. For years, I lived here in unity and love with the natural abundance present, and was daily in deep connection with the beautiful carp family in the ponds on the property. Two months later, after leaving this beautiful place, I received a message and photos of the property that I had loved so dearly for so many years, but now that my love was no longer there, the carp family were no longer there either. The two beautiful lakes on the property and the natural life in and around it were in a process of decay. That’s how powerful our love is when we pulsate from our source outwardly! If we move on, detache and take the love out of it, bring it home to our heart and source again, the creation disappears. This card wants to remind you, that you are the creator of the love and beauty that you encounter in the outer world. So BELIEVE IN YOU and LOVE YOURSELF. Two important statements that will embody their true power, once you really start to feel and anchor it within yourself!
44 – Illusion
You are being asked to carefully observe your body consciousness. An illusion is knocking at your door. Be aware of the veil of deception that prevails in this Matrix dream game. Train yourself to recognize these illusory energies/frequencies of deception. Your body is consciousness and can cooperate with it. Give your body instructions, for example, say you want to experience a lie as three stabbing sensations under the center of your right foot and truth as three stabbing sensations in the center of your left hand. Repeat this until you feel it. Test yourself by telling yourself a lie and a truth. Believe in the power and wisdom of your body consciousness, and you will always detect deception in time. AHO!
45 – Upside-Down
If the energy of chaos is turning your life upside down, it’s time to renew your perception. The whale family sounds vibrate from the original source, zero point. Use these powerful zero point vibration sounds from the Whales to vibrate yourself back to your harmonic zero point of inner peace. Listen to whale sounds as you direct your breath to your lower belly and experience your return to your natural centered position. Your harmonic zero point at the center of your center of your center. In the depths of your true golden source.
46 – Eyes on You
If you feel that unwanted eyes are watching you its time to clear your Source Field and check with yourself where energetically charged physical things of you are present. For example, if you are an artist, there are many artworks present in other places. The people in those places are connected to you through the loving energy of your artwork, consciously or unconsciously. People with impure intentions, who are in the knowing, can easily reach and manipulate your field. I’ll take artworks as an example, but this could be anything, of course. A plant, crystals, your favorite chair you recently sold etc. Anything you gave your love and energy to and decided to sell or give away. Be aware of this and bring home your love energy. Detach yourself fully from the things that are present in other people’s houses. You don’t have to get complicated about this, just state the intention. “I bring home to my source, the love energy that is still present somewhere else and detach myself now from all physical things that are present in other people’s houses”.
47 – Deep Waters
Mermaid brings you into the realm of your watery emotions. It is necessary to swim deep in your water rivers of tears, because only then can you truly heal. During this necessary period of self-renewal, be kind to yourself and be your own nurturing parent. Create enough alone time for yourself so that your tears can flow freely. This period will also pass, surrender to it and let it renew yourself. Crying is strength. It purifies and makes room for clarity and for the revitalizing golden healing light present within the deep waters of your source.
48 – Soul Piece
A lost soul aspect from a “past life” is reflected back to you through nature, another person, or animal. A meeting of recognition. Familiar, yet so new. A necessary exchange takes place. Through this exchange, you open a portal within yourself, allowing a traumatic memory you were both part of, to surface. During a painful trauma experience, sometimes a piece of our soul fragments, as it were. It becomes “lost” in the field of the other. Findable in the core of the pain you shared at the time. Bring your love to the core pain your body allows you to feel in the present moment, and then, through intention, bring your own fragmented soul particle back home, releasing the other’s soul particle forever. Back home within you, the shared shadow memory will transform into a memory made of light. This transformation will bring you both to a deeper level of consciousness, wholeness, and peace. Do not identify with the “past life” and light memory; observe and let go. Otherwise, you will remain susceptible to looping repetitions of this old pain.
49 – Hidden Truths
When a crow enters your life, get out of your familiar nest and look beyond your current field of vision and listen beyond the current field of words you think you hear. A situation or someone speaks and moves in a way, with only one purpose, to confuse and mislead you towards a vision based on a lie. A trap. As you know, a vision and believe, creates your outer screen experience in this matrix. Detach yourself from the situation or the other, be here right now, and hear the message behind the message by listening to the silence behind the words. This silence will reveal the hidden truth that wants to pull you into a trap. Once you see it, you automatically alchemize it to No-thing, as soon as you detach from it. Remember, a lie can only control you as long as you believe it and are blind to it. Only you know what truth feels like within your body and source. Trust you!
50 – Self Reflection
If the card of self-reflection is brought to your attention today, the answer to your question is already present in your consciousness and ready to rise to the surface of your earthly perception. Time for a moment of self-reflection. The card asks you to connect with the wisdom of the water consciousness and the hawk. Water will guide you through your inner stream to the source of the answer, and Hawk will give you clear vision. And remember, if we don’t understand something yet, the answer from our inner source consciousness will come through at a later time. Which is always the perfect moment. Just write down your question and let it go. Don’t tire your mind looking outside yourself for answers, this will only confuse you and pull you out of the NOW. Everything is already in us. The outside world is nothing more than a reflection of our inner perception of consciousness at that moment. Coming home to the consciousness of your source essence is the greatest happiness you can experience, everything changes, and you become addicted to your own inner source consciousness, your home. The best addiction there is.
51 – Uncertainty
Your present sense of insecurity stems from a prolonged or temporary lack of self-love, which in turn leads to a fear blockage, which in turn stems from a lack of self-confidence. This movement manifests as a need for control in your mind and the physical world. This card asks you to let go of control and trust that your boat will dock at the right time. From trust, your path can unfold as it is meant to. Your trust opens your Source connection, allowing your inner knowing to flow to the surface of your consciousness when needed. Everything is already here; you simply need to stand in your trust and let go of the illusion of time. You are infinite. The sudden changes that come your way need your full presence in every now moment. Therefore, detach yourself from the past and the future. Be here, now, be flexible, and ride the waves of change that present themselves. Continue to trust your Source and intuition during this period of change; both already see the outcome. Your deepest Source and Intuition already know which seas and rivers to navigate and which boat is needed to naturally allow shifting currents to move in the right direction. Heron is the energy that guides you during this transition to the new, bringing you confidence, balance, and a calm, clear mind. Let go of control=fear and step into your trust.
52 – Whale Energy
The Whale energy is here today to let you know that it is time to unlock the gift of attunement of your inner 144 frequencies within yourself. To help yourself transform disharmonies present in your body instrument. All the sound frequencies you need are already in you. Trust your source, because your source knows! Your whale family is ready to re-activate with you, your inner symphony of frequencies. Sing with the intent to demagnetize matrix programming in your source center, your zero point. Intuitively sing a frequency sound that comes through your source and heart, while listening to whale sounds to reactivate your gift of attunement.
53 – You are Magic
Beautiful you, when your inner energy of the magician settles in your heart, your consciousness reaches the language of the Elemental magic. Your realignment with your magical golden source opens up a world richly filled with wonders. The way you experienced nature before changes completely. Water begins to reflect your source memories, stones and crystals take you on a journey, the trees help you illuminate your shadow roots, and the wind moves you into the right direction. Beautiful you, feel the magic that is in you and start living your life from your inner smile.
54 – Dragonfly
A sudden, but necessary transformation is on the way. Observe and use Dragonfly’s talents. Dragonfly shows itself in times of transformation. She loves to share her wisdom of transformation and adaptability with us humans. She teaches us to love life, to rejoice and to have faith in the midst of sudden necessary transformations. Give yourself enough self-love and time to embrace this transformation and integrate the new.
55 – Animal Love
Animals show us how to be unconditional love, fully aligned to inner source, while being consciously present in every now, how to love, how to enjoy being loved, how loving itself is an activity that generates more love. If you chose Animal Love today, it will either tell you that it is time for (more) animals in your life, or an animal is in need of some extra attention and love, or has an important telepathic message for you. If your telepathic power is not yet working, know that there is another way to receive the message. To receive the telepathic message, you can ask the true source of the animal to connect during dreamtime to show you a vision of the message, in a way that you can understand and receive at this time. Express the intention to remember your dream message. Be patient, because sometimes the vision of a telepathic message comes through a few days later.
56 – Water Passage
An inner water portal of transformation and remembrance is wide open. An opportunity for new growth in consciousness and deep empathic healing. The dolphins encourage you to explore the depths of your source waters. A blockage in your inner river, prevents you from moving forward. Stop holding back your tears, let them flow and show compassion for all aspects of yourself. This is how you start the flow of purification and healing. Give yourself the gift of compassion, in your light and in your shadow. Your tears will activate your river of self-love and flush away your blockage so that you can embrace a deeper consciousness in the transformative powers of your inner source waters.
57 – Nurturing Earth
In the image, we see a mother nurturing her inner Earth. By sending a stream of water through her many illusionary doubts, she washes the veil away and re-enters the purified shores of her mindfield. Now that she can see clearly again from a centered calm Earth movement, her inner Earth observing magic powers can flow freely again. What doubt is this message reflecting for you? Doubt originates in your feminine Earth Yin organ, the spleen. Essence of this message; “be your own nurturing Earth mother and let a stream of calm and purified water flow through your organ Spleen. Spleen can feel and absorb the golden alchemizing Source vibration present in your words, so talk to your Spleen as a loving mother and free yourself from your current doubt. You are the Magical Earth Alchemist, trust you and cherish your own inner Earth woman”.
58 – Lovesong
If you are still sensitive to external triggers, the vibration of your inner love song has not yet reached all parts of you. What if I told you that all the other people that pass through your life are just a reflection to help you remember where you still hold a sense of separation. Separation is the absence of your self-love. The absence of love in yourself becomes visible when a mirror from the outside knows how to trigger you in the illusions of, for example; rejection, envy, guilt and jealousy. Someone can only trigger you if you have not yet fully come home to your self-love. So everyone who crosses your path is part of the collective mirror field of love, because every mirror is an opportunity to illuminate what triggers you, with your love. If we ignore these mirrors and continue to point the finger at everything outside of us, we continue to attract a repetitive loop of triggers and experience life as lonely. Experience the mirrors as gifts, love them and come home to your self-love. The place within where loneliness does not exist.
59 – Dragon Key
If Dragon Key finds you today, it means you’re on your way to weather any storm. The dragon key to unlock your inner portal to your Source of Elemental Fire Magic is at your fingertips. This portal is the hardest one to open, for it contains the many layers of heart pain ever felt. The heart is the Fire Portal. The dragon is the form you can take on when going through the fire portal and landscape of snake illusions/distractions, while locating and activating your fire codes. It is up to you to find your key and open up your inner Source Fire portal. Is the key a sound or a movement of energy? Trust it is already in your Source, waiting for your trust so it can unfold naturally. Once the portal is open, make the inner journey of finding and activating your original organic fire-codes. Repeat until you have unlocked all fire codes within your organic and original source system within. Connect with your Fire element within and without yourself, make a campfire and set the intent to collect the key, unlock the portal and activate your inner original source fire code system. Once you manage to open this portal and activate all your original organic fire codes, you’re home again. Nothing can ever mislead you again. You enter the space of knowing and leaving the space of thinking. Here the matrix dreamgame becomes fun, for you have become a dreammaster.
60 – Forest Wisdom
On the card, we see an elf on a branch playing with her butterfly. Deeply in love with her wings, flying between the highest branches of her inner Wood Element, her forests. Due to the constant desire to fly, she has forgotten to cherish all her roots with her love, in order to anchor herself even more deeply in her source. Her source has so much to share, but cannot reach her because the branches and the roots no longer communicate with each other. It feels like a branch around her chest and waist is blocking the connection. Taking her breath away. Which causes the elf’s energy to become an unrooted whirlwind, making her head spin. Breathing deeply and decision-making have become an impossible task for her, which also blocks her creativity. And as soon as her feet touch the Earth, she begins to falter. As a result, the elf begins to experience feelings of frustration and anger. Fortunately, Leaf Dragon has the solution and gives her two sturdy branches. “Drum on the tree trunk, stamp your feet, and unleash your frustration while you swirl counterclockwise around the tree”. Sing or shout out your frustrations and ask the tree to help you root deeper into your harmonic source center. After an hour of voice liberation, the blockages were resolved, and the inner Wood organs, gall bladder (decision-making) and liver (frustration-anger) were rooted back into their natural balance. Elf was able to make clear source decisions, her creativity started flowing, and her feet could finally feel the grounding, nurturing Earth once more. What reflection in this story is meant for you?
61 – Inner Fire
If the dragon sword of your inner fire is brought to your attention today, it comes to tell you that your heart protector has something to share. Your heart protector filters which emotions you allow into your heartspace and which you don’t. But if we want to blaze our flame of passion and the truth in our heart, it is imperative that we allow our past emotions that were too painful to feel back then, pass through our protective gate of the heart. As long as we keep avoiding those old painful emotions, we keep ourselves trapped in a repeating loop of past pain. Connect with your inner fire element and consciously open the protective gates of your heart. Let the hidden emotions flow through the gate and alchemize the cords that connect you to the people who were part of that past emotion. Observe and feel them, and then let them go for good. You are HERE NOW, and that’s all there is.
62- Shadow Cycle
On the card we see a cowering woman, it seems she wants to hide between the nourishing and safe roots of the tree. Is she unrooted within herself, and why? Does she feel deprived? Does she want to be seen? In need of encouragement, recognition, being taken seriously and not being left feeling like her trust has been betrayed, once again?
Why does this archetype find you today?
Love yourself, is cosmic language for, see yourself!
Is “see yourself” already fully rooted in you? Do you trust your own source of wisdom, magic and strength? Are you deeply rooted in the role of your own coach, healer, teacher, student, mother and father? Do you already feel the fulfillment of fullness within yourself?
If you can answer everything with a convincing YES, then you see yourself, you support yourself, and you love every part of you. Congratulations! Therefore, the reflection in this card is not for you, but a reflection for someone close to you. He or she is still moving through layers of shadow work and cannot yet see themselves. The message for you today is, be the wisest and have patience with the other, because you see the source essence of the other through all layers of shadow programming. If you can’t do that, you didn’t answer the questions honestly.
If you answered all, or some of the questions with NO, then this card is a reflection for you. There are still desires for recognition and confirmation outside yourself, which means that you cannot yet fully see yourself. Unseen Shadow frequencies are still pulsing outwardly and attract patterns of repetitive pain. This will continue as long as we have not yet fully addressed and seen the pain frequency in our inner world. These repeating cycles are an opportunity in freeing ourselves from inner unresolved pain. It’s up to us, what we choose. Or we bury our heads in the sand again, choose blindness and point the finger at others, with the result that we keep repeating the same situations. Or you act responsible, and decide to be honest with yourself. See beyond the thought emotion based shadow program illusions and embrace the place of nothingness within, where you can fully detach and come home into the fullness of your source.
