About me

My soul landed on Mother Earth, 23 August, 1974, in the north of the Netherlands in the town, Heerenveen. My parents gave me the name Esther. Later in life I chose another name, Qizenna.

As a child you could always find me in nature or sketching in my room. Drawing, nature, my elemental friends and animals were my passions as a child. During puberty, I lost contact with my creative and playful inner child. Like so many of us. I was a rebel for freedom and felt totally ready leaving the parental home by the age of 16. Wanted to experience live on my own. Learning to fall and stand up again. And so I did, many times..

Life was and still is my education and my heart has always led me in the right direction. I have had a rather busy life, moved and traveled a lot. With the highs and lows that gave me the opportunity to learn and expand. During this lifetime, healing others, animals, traveling, nature, children, curiosity about the bigger picture and creativity has always been my focus point.

When I turned 27, a big change came into my life. The Thai Massage course I followed during a traveling adventure through Thailand, lighted up the sparkle inside to learn more about energy and the elements. Back in Holland I started studying at the Dutch School for Classical Shiatsu in The Hague.

Working with energy, the element cycles and the meridian system, felt like coming home. Ancient soul knowledge began to awaken. And my unrest began to transform to inner peace. After years of practicing Shiatsu next to my roles as a Shop manager and window dresser in the Retail and later as a creative caretaker for the disabled souls, the desire began to awaken to let my healing work merge with my creativity. At the end of 2012 after an awakening inner healing journey, in which the connection to my inner heart passions where restored, I began to sketch and paint again. Starting at child level.

There followed a period in which I learned myself how to paint. And how to heal myself through intuitive painting, combined with energy movements, the element cycle and sound frequency. Years later, at the end of 2016, during the making of two children’s paintings for a children story I was writing, digital art came into my vision. I wanted to use the two paintings for the illustrations of my Book Loveland.

So it became time to dive into the Digital Art experiment. A period of self study followed again. And by trial and error I slowly started to understand how to work with a digital art program. For my digital Art I started to use my Element picture’s and video’s. A new way of working with the element consciousness awakened.

This new digital creative way of anchoring and activating in the new energies, assisted me on my path then, and it still does. After my sudden Kundalini awakening in 2013, I stopped after 12 years, giving Shiatsu healing to others. I needed to heal myself in every breath. My creative spark helped me with that. My body needed to let go of many very deep unconsciousness layers of trauma, fear, false believes, lack of self-love and self-worth.

Through a lot of meditation and dreamtime experiences of former incarnations on earth and through out the cosmos, my soul started to remember about all that I am, past, present and future. My shadow layers where great opportunities to expand my inner wisdom of self-healing and there fore my creative healing offerings for the collective.

During these past years I lived in the middle of the forest, surrounded by water. These years of inner self healing, the nature surroundings, together with my creative innerworlds and element(al) art expressions, gave me the change to work with the Element consciousness, realms, my universe and Higher aspects on so many different levels inside and outside my self. This led to a new level of awakening. I’m here to bring forth a creative and playful way to re-connect the (inner)children with the nature- en animal kingdoms of our beloved Gaia Sophia.

My path has always been, “past-present-future”, about Mother Earth, the Elements, Elemental-, Animal Kingdoms and the Children of grace. My innerchild is my best guide, and I’m here to show others that creativity ,playfulness, connecting to the Elements and nature ceremony is a great way to awaken your pure higher heart of wonder and infinite happiness. 

For personal assignments or creative unity projects you can contact me via email, Facebook and Skype. Email: qizensworld@gmail.com, Facebook and Skype direct chat links.

Thank you for being you, and thank you for being here..

Love Qizenna

A donation to keep my creativity flowing, and is always highly appreciated and heartfelt. Namaste.

Connecting to the spirit of Kokopelli..

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